Monday, September 27, 2010

THE ONE LOOK


its jst abt on a particular day and one single look


Just a look and
I ws stunned!!
She looked the way never looked before
with all the beauty in the world
cudn't have ask for anything more…..!


Again,i watched...
her pretty face
has turned prettier with time
And for her deep eyes
A bit of staring is no crime…..!


Aura that her presence spread
And its d truth,
it is no wile
the grtest moment ever
on her charming face
wen I saw that hint of smile..


Was mesmerized
By her soulful eyes
Its all her fault,
not my mistake
I stared at her
n cudnt find time………..
4 any single breath
that I could take!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I stared again
n c looked at back me
I was full of joy,full of ecstasy
It lasted 4 a fleeting range…
But at least
I’ve seen a sign of change………… :D

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Shalini

On 21 Dec'09 I was in Jamshedpur...n wat u r abt 2 read is all true..

An extraordinary story in an Ordinary bus

4 o'clock winter time
Was getting colder
sun was losing its shine
Govindpur,in Jamshedpur...
I left Termi's home
at the bus-stop all alone
the bus arrived
n I Grabbed the last seat
Oh..journey...n me alone
45 minutes to beat...!!

Wheels moved just a couple of rounds
n it stopped again at screaming sounds
came a mob of gals
yelling n fighting.
out f the comess came a comely girl
just a look was enough to give me swirl
The hazel eyes grasped my sight
was losing myself but managed to hold uptight

Towards me were directed her moving feet
I took my jacket off the seat
just clearing d place
they all settled n c sat next 2 me
giving a company in my solace

But was talking to a friend ahead
I wanted 2 talk,but was a bit afraid
chilly evening
but was out of shower
n dressed in dark brown suit
blossoming like a flower
as i cud sense her wet skin
a few droplets on her chin


"Are u new here??
Last seat is 4 ladies"
C'mon exchange seat wid ma frnd
n dont u stare.."
She said in a burst.
Crap!! didnt wanna go anywhere
"dont see any mark " i said
u should put up sign board first
gave me a look n turned away
my beating heart started 2 sway


Its no lie its d veracity
her beauty lied in simplicity
in air i cud smell incessant scent
oh! i saw her but cant explain
what actually her beauty meant
she was no queen
but defining beauty of her own


For next 5 mins only d bus spoke
'r u really new 2 jsr??'
human silence finally c broke
'i am'
'u liked it??'
'people here r very nice n lively'
n d smile on her face
that glorious smile helped me to decipher
c understood by "nice" i meant her
n then began our chat
cudnt have missed a chance like that

then the bus stopped
'Golmuri' ws d place
ppl got down
n d seat beside her frnd ws empty
'Shalini' her frnd called
n thus i knew her name
c called her n yelled again
was neglected for second time
sometimes-u dont want to but commit crime
why d hell i said
ur frnd is callin
c gave me a smile n went ahead
i wanted 2 find a place 4 my head.




c kept turning around
I was afraid to look
trying to cut my act
n avoided any eye contact
She turned again n looked back at me
I was full of joy
full of ecstasy
lost in her soulful eyes
look anywhere else?? didnt have time
i thought a bit of staring is no crime


we got down at Sakchi
'Shalini' she said n said 'Abhishek'
made d best effort i cud have made
n asked her no..
She said someday somewhr we cud meet again
I wonder if that happens
but in my memory...she will always remain..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

NEVER..SINCE..I

Never....
Since the day I loved You...
got a chance 2 c u
and its true
i dont wonder
how is
The charm of ur face..
u've never bn so close 2 me
Then how cud i kno
how much it hurts
in ur absence

Never touched u ,
So how cud i feel
The warmth of ur touch..
Guess u never loved me,
Its not mine,all ur fault.
n i m not depressed
its not hurtin that much........!


i m not guilty
it was you who
made all d promises
at least i never said
single line which was fake
n0w i know
loving ya was a big mistake
dont ever try to cross my lines
ever again
dats d modest request that i make..


i have not deleted ya from Orkut
u r stil on my Gtalk n Facebook
coz i want u to remind me
not to follow anyone blindly
things do change,
but for better in my case
in the end its u
filled wid a big disgrace..!!

Friday, October 16, 2009

wel this one i wrote in our branch party.. got a dare "Reject a gal by a rap". So i call it
THE REJECTION..


to ruin my world my ecstasy
y d hell in dis world u chose me
leave me alone
lemme njoy dancin rain, chirpin birds
n stars shinin bright..
my life is so on wrong train
bt the track is right..
i dont hav a sense of lonelyness
den y u puttin me in mess
its not my mistake
ws all bad in ur fate
sry baby u got ab it late
other gal....alredy in wait...

in d end... there ws a spcial request to post it...!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

1st....thank you all for d comments...

this 1 i wrote this 2de in SC class

i m afraid even to luk
in ur eyes
deep inside
wat if i dont find
image of mine residin there
its btr to be at at a distance
ample enf jst 2 stare

i dont wanna listen ur hrt
i ll be dejected
if it doesnt beat my name
happy to listen the very vague sound
from d place i am


dont wanna know
wat feelings inside of u use to flow
whether u r happy to see me around
whether ur hrt beats wen u hear my sound
or u r lost in ur own world
a world dso profound...!!


for me all i know..
u r my joy,
my world of ecstasy..
u r d 1 i ws lookin 4
u r d 1 i use to adore..!!!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

its a rap i wrote in 2nd sem.. abt Lecture Hall here in our colg..(hav recorded this as wel)

Cm'on i ll tel u story of LH 1 or 2
No study we dunno wat we do
Teacher is in or out noise is plenty
N' quite obvious if d crowd is 120...


Music being played n planes being flown
Teachin s d disese faculty is olwayz prone
The teacher tries n things go worse
He uses d microfone oh it sux.......!!!!


Wat they teach we r seldom aware
He gets angry n gives a frosty nose stare
To work out problems is wat they xpect
We shout so much they hav to regret........

He can be fed up n a bit shaky
If by mistake he try 2 be freaky
He makes himself at d point of million guns
We hear the whole crowd go loud at once..


Doesnt matter if the strength is less than half
no of proxies stand rightly tall
ultimate comedy if after attendence he asks-
Has sumbdy forgot to respond his call.........????


Now the time has passed its 2nd year
Far more secure far less fear
They ll b the same my dear frnds
So go go now save ur ears..